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[quote=GUEST27198,457166]It depends if how deep was the  love for each other. Some said that " First true love comes once in a lifetime" I'm also struggling on how to forget my first love because it was the most wonderful feeling I ever felt and I know I will never feel it again. I hope it's okay to share this with you.

It was so perfect that we were so in love with each other seemed like it has no end but we got separated because his mother demanded it. We fought for our love but we were too young to sustain everything so I gave him up but he left me a letter  promising that he'll come back to get me. He did come back but I was taken, I thought it was just right to look for someone new even though I still love him, I was just so angry with him because I didn't want him to go that time.  I was a fool, so foolish to decide on things easily.

But the love I always have for him kept on haunting me. After 6 years that we got separated, I looked for him because no matter how I tried to move on, in fact have tried all strategies to forget, it still brings me closer to him. We finally met, i told him that all those years I never stopped loving him..it was a painful night to look at his eyes and he was telling me, " I don't want to remember you and you never loved me". Oh my god, he never knew a thing how I struggled. I waited six years and I wish I was able to let him know. I cried a river, so painful that I wanted to shout my true feelings for him.

It's already 7 years from the last meeting. I have moved on as what other people can assess me, the truth "my heart never did" I just ignored the true feelings  believing that it will just pass. However, i realized I'm getting older and I'm wasting time, I want to be truly happy now. I spent my 13 years waiting for him and I am now beginning to worry because I don't want to die not loving the man who had been loving me for 13 years as well. How I wish/hope  that I can see him the way I see my first true love.

It's now 2012, I guess I've been spent enough years of waiting for nothing, I will pray for my heart that someday I will learn to love again, prayers will help me because in 13 years I've tried almost everything to forget and still found myself feeling the same. I don't want to have this feeling next year.

That is why I told you that it depends, there is no such expected time. I'm sorry  for my grammar, just trying to write this in English for everyone to understand.[/quote]

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