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[quote=GUESTGUESTLOST,453063]In the USA, we continued contact... but it was so hard. My day became her night and hers became mine basically and she was always so busy when I was free etc... So could never 
find the appropriate time to meet online, unlike Australia which had similar timezone to China. I met potential American girls interested in me, but I never pursued the 
relationship further with them other than being just friends, knowing that I already have the love of my life from China. So I tried to keep in contact by SMS, e-mail everyday 
with my Chinese love. But as everyday passed, she continued to lose interest in me according to the slowing down of responses and I realized something was wrong. I 
sent her so many emails everyday and eventually about my life in the USA and told her how much I loved her. But she sent only one email a week until it become one email a 
month until at one point, I thought she died or something. I frantically tried calling SMSing her but no pickup. I was very worried... Until one day... she sent me an email stating that "she was sorry she didn't contact me long time...and that I was a beautiful dream to her... and how was the USA... etc.
Wait... a beautiful dream!!?!?!?! from that moment, i felt was terribly wrong... that I was being dumped for unjust reasons.

She wanted to one day marry me... and now she dumps me lower than garbage ... just like that? IT MADE NO SENSE!
Is it because I was a Vietnamese ethnic. Because you don't find Vietnamese men with Chinese women. I know I'm Vietnamese, but I can't change who I am. I was born that 
way. If I was a white American, I feel we would still be together. Did she find some white American or better?

I just want to know what really happened, I feel she is hiding 
something from me. She said she was depressed for a month ever since I was in USA, but woke up and it changed her life and also see me only as a friend... I don't buy it.

I told her I WILL GO VISIT HER and she said to don't bother wasting my time doing it. I found out she even made new QQ/IM accounts as if to start a new life away from me. She 
told me her MSN account was to be used for her studies and she always had two QQ accounts. I believed her until I eventually found out she also recently made a new Skype 
account? I feel she cheated on me and found someone else. So I made a new account and pretend to be someone from America and I talked to her on Skype... and let me tell you... she talked more to strangers than she talked to me!!! That means she looked at me more LOWER than a stranger!!! I just broke down and cried. She will never understand how I felt when that happened and how I still feel now.[/quote]

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