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[quote=GUESTGUESTLOST,453064]I still wanted to believe that good reasons prevailed as to why she did this to me. She promised me that we one day be together no matter what and I wanted that very much and 
that all good things never come to an end.

I never thought that women would break these promises like they break hearts, BECAUSE I NEVER BROKE MY PROMISE AS A MAN. It hurts my chest to write this so much, but I must 
endure the pain. I can't keep it inside me. It's been a year now since the breakup and it still hurts me very much. Should I never trust Chinese women again?  because half of 
me says that not all of them can be this cruel and cold, and half of me says that Chinese girls are like broken mirrors... It made me confused.

Please anyone especially a Chinese lady, please tell me why she did this to me, since you know this best in terms of your culture. I feel she used me, but to what means? For 2 years using me, with nothing gained? it doesn't add up. So I'm confused why she did this to me. she broke my heart and I feel as if every Chinese girl is not to be trusted at all!

Please... if she is reading this (and I doubt it), I want her know that I love her, I still do. Because it's impossible for me to tell her this by email/sms/IM because she does not add  me anymore or respond to my numerous replies and I don't know what her new email is now. She says SMS in China is very expensive so she doesn't reply to me anymore. I'm going to continue trying because she once told me after the breakup, "Promise me not to stop contacting me no matter what I say and I say it out loud." So I will continue... but it's god damn hard when she never ever returns my calls/SMS/IM!!!!" What is she trying to do to me?!?!?

I am a person who protects my heart and hard a catch, but when I open myself up, I am a person who remain true, loving faithful for the rest of my life, that's why it's hard for me to let her go even after a year and a half now.

I feel from now on, there is no such thing as true love, just deceit and lies. I feel I don't have a heart anymore after what happened. I just don't know what happened to her and she became so cold and mean to me. I feel that I LOVE YOU is 8 letters, well so is BULLSHIT now.

Even as a man, I cried about this and wanted to know the truth and I feel she wasn't telling me everything, was it because her family disapproval, her loss of hope?

Yes.... it was a wonderful dream with her... together... and I still want to keep in contact with her EVEN AS A FRIEND... I wish someday, she could talk to me again.

I was naive to think that good things don't come to an end. I realize that Good things DO come to an end... and true love is no exception...

If you are one day reading this... If you found someone else over me, and you did... treat him the same way you used to treat me... Because I want you to know that... I loved you...

Life Is Not About The People who act true to your face....
It's about the people who remain true behind your back....
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