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[quote=GUESTUSER,594337]Hi Friends...
I'm a 22 year old software engineer working in a software company and I'm a calm girl..
Since childhood I have a strong mindset that I should not love anyone..since I have seen many of
my friends failed in love and suffered..I'm unable to see their sufferings..
so I thought there will be no true love and nobody will be together life long who will 
fall in love..so I used to have a very strong mindset... like that I did not fall in love
with anyone..but after getting a job I have met many new friends..in them I have
met a person who has a same mindset like me.He's just my friend...n I never treated
him special..but soon we became so closer..he became the best friend of mine..n
he too never talks or believes any girl like me as if I don't believe boys..we both falled in 
love unknowingly..1 day he came out 1st that he loves me..but I said him everything..
that I don't have any belief in love..and love can't be life long..but he maked me believe him so much..
means we both discussed about other's love and all..we have good clarity about our love and our future.
finally we both are in love..he used to take care of me..and I know how much he
loved me..and I used to take care of him alot..we both quarrelled so many times...
I'm little short tempered but if I scold anyone in anger..I myself will say sorry by going to them 
very soon..we both cried even..he's very sensitive too like me..and 1 day we have decided not to
quarrel anymore..but suddenly last month after new year...he changed and started avoiding me..I asked him why is he behaving like
this..he replied.."I don't know..I have lost all my feelings..I don't wanted to be special to anyone"..
then finally I asked him.."means..U don't want me..??" than he replied with irritation.."stop it pls..don't 
disturb me.." that's all..now it's being 1 month that we both got seperated..till now I too didn't
msg or call him and he too didn't...even if we both are working in the same company..we don't
look at each other..nor we talk to each other..now I'm unable to forget him but I want to..I can't describe how
much I'm crying inside..I'm living like a dead..and I can't love any other person..please suggest me..
what to do..[/quote]

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