Missing Huanhuan (Zhang Huan) 欢欢（张欢）My Heart break

Missing Huanhuan (Zhang Huan) 欢欢（张欢）My Heart break
Mar 2, 2015 14:53
FIDDLEKRAZYS... Points: Join Date: Feb 8, 2015 Status: offline	WOW!! I cannot believe how similar our stories are. I am Hurting and struggling to understand my situation. I Fell INCREDIBLY IN lOVE with 欢欢（张欢） Huanhuan (Zhang Huan). I will shorten my two year length story. My First introduction to her was her working at My Friend Dave's restaurant. she locked eyes with me a couple times from distance. she eventually approached me began to ask my name and quickly spun on her heal in shy embarrassment. She was LOVELY and I felt spiritually drawn to her but I also did not want to Offend anyone of the Chinese. I wanted to show High Respect. she would eventually give me her QQ number and we clumsily spoke for quite some time. I found myself , eventually going to see her at the restaurant three sometimes five days a week. haha! And I know How to Cook. :) we'd spoke of going on vacation to Beijing which later turned into a decision to go to Tianzi Mountains area national Park area. Beijing is too expensive she said. many months of playful activity though I'd never kissed her and hugged her only once, but if a person can look so deep in your eyes and you can feel a FULL Life ahead with that person every time you look into those eyes, then the Normal physical activity and touch are not as comparatively strong. We Were, by Race ,WORLDS apart but I was determined to meet her no less than half the distance. in other words to learn More ways of communication and studying Mandarin. I Kick myself that I didn't go with her to New York short noticed. she invited me to go with her but I could not at the time because of my Work Responsibilities, My Home and making sure that all arrangements were prior met. I Should have gone . this was last year. consistently we have exchanged gifts. two years in and I have Made myself Exclusive to her only. not even interested in any other woman. she would do things like Run through a snowy parking lot out to my vehicle to give me a bag of Chinese Goji berries. I was very tickled by this. gestures so cute yet I would have to ask her "why are you out in this cold in a short sleeve shirt...AT NIGHT With Snow fall?" she would laugh and reply "It's Ok! It's Ok!" haha! well in short a month ago (1/22/15) I would tell her... " 我爱你欢欢（张欢）。" she reply back... "我爱你，(Steef) 史蒂夫". then a week later she tells me she is going to New York Not ever come back. all the while she is smiling. I thought to myself, She is Teasing me again? she new how to work me. I ask her again and she tells the same. I Say Bu Yao!! she says its ok its ok. I heard from her family that she did not want to work anymore. I Would have taken care of her and supported a career if she chose one. also being Chinese I would have taken care of her Parents as much as I could. I have not heard from her. and my heart is in Pain from it. did I see more through clouds of Love than she? Man of my word as I told her, I will NOT Date anyone until June or July. I have saved myself for her for three years. in June Cannot continue. 心脏破裂难过。

Mar 2, 2015 14:53

FIDDLEKRAZYS...
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WOW!! I cannot believe how similar our stories are.
I am Hurting and struggling to understand my situation.
I Fell INCREDIBLY IN lOVE with 欢欢（张欢）
Huanhuan (Zhang Huan).
I will shorten my two year length story.
My First introduction to her was her working at My Friend Dave's restaurant. she locked eyes with me a couple times from distance. she eventually approached me began to ask my name and quickly spun on her heal in shy embarrassment.
She was LOVELY and I felt spiritually drawn to her but I also did not want to Offend anyone of the Chinese. I wanted to show High Respect.
she would eventually give me her QQ number and we clumsily spoke for quite some time. I found myself , eventually going to see her at the restaurant three sometimes five days a week. haha! And I know How to Cook. :)
we'd spoke of going on vacation to Beijing which later turned into a decision to go to Tianzi Mountains area national Park area. Beijing is too expensive she said.
many months of playful activity though I'd never kissed her and hugged her only once, but if a person can look so deep in your eyes and you can feel a FULL Life ahead with that person every time you look into those eyes, then the Normal physical activity and touch are not as comparatively strong. We Were, by Race ,WORLDS apart but I was determined to meet her no less than half the distance. in other words to learn More ways of communication and studying Mandarin.
I Kick myself that I didn't go with her to New York short noticed. she invited me to go with her but I could not at the time because of my Work Responsibilities, My Home and making sure that all arrangements were prior met.
I Should have gone . this was last year. consistently we have exchanged gifts. two years in and I have Made myself Exclusive to her only. not even interested in any other woman.
she would do things like Run through a snowy parking lot out to my vehicle to give me a bag of Chinese Goji berries. I was very tickled by this. gestures so cute yet I would have to ask her "why are you out in this cold in a short sleeve shirt...AT NIGHT With Snow fall?" she would laugh and reply "It's Ok! It's Ok!" haha!
well in short a month ago (1/22/15) I would tell her...
" 我爱你欢欢（张欢）。" she reply back...
"我爱你，(Steef) 史蒂夫". then a week later she tells me she is going to New York Not ever come back. all the while she is smiling. I thought to myself, She is Teasing me again? she new how to work me. I ask her again and she tells the same. I Say Bu Yao!! she says its ok its ok.
I heard from her family that she did not want to work anymore. I Would have taken care of her and supported a career if she chose one. also being Chinese I would have taken care of her Parents as much as I could.
I have not heard from her. and my heart is in Pain from it.
did I see more through clouds of Love than she? Man of my word as I told her, I will NOT Date anyone until June or July.
I have saved myself for her for three years. in June Cannot continue. 心脏破裂难过。

Mar 4, 2015 03:17	#1
GUEST14944	so sorry to hear that. give yourself some time. and forget her to start another love.

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